She is...

Have you ever fallen in love before?

Have you ever fallen for someone, but not realized until after they were no longer a part of your life?

I think I've written before about the girl I met at camp a couple years ago who showed me what the woman I will marry if I get married will be like. At the time I was unwilling to pursue her. Mainly because she lives in North Carolina normally and is actually in Australia now, but I wish I had. I can't stop thinking of her. For some reason I decided to listen to this song by The Fray, I think it fits:

"She Is"

Do not get me wrong I cannot wait for you to come home
For now you're not here and I'm not there, it's like we're on our own
To figure it out, consider how to find a place to stand
Instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land

This is gonna to break me clean in two
This is gonna to bring me close to you

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around
When it falls into place with you and I, we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind it's indication

This is gonna bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

This is gonna bring me to my knees
I just wanna hold you close to me

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

She is everything I needed
She is everything