Time to call it quits

Have you ever tried to stop being friends with someone? It kind of sucks. Especially when you still see them around a good bit. I'm kind of at the point with some people where I don't want to be friends with them. Not because of enything that they did or said, but because I don't want to care about them anymore. I know this sounds stupid and I feel stupid about feeling this way, but it's just a way I feel.

I love taking care of peopl. I love knowing what's on people's hearts and be able to share their burdens and be there for them, but sometimes it just takes too much out of me to even get some people to that point. There are some people that I clearly care for more than they care about me, and for the most part that doesn't really bother me that much, but I just wish I didn't for them as much. I wish that I ddn't get as frustrated when they refuse to talk to me or don't call me back. I wish I didn't love them, so I'm trying not to love them less, but to love them in a way that doesn't cost me so much. Is that right? If we really love someone shouldn't we be willing to give them everything? Should we really be able to say I love you just enough so I don't get hurt? It's true that there are some people I wish I didn't love, but I do love them, and I can't stop loving them. No matter how hard I try, so what do I do? Give them everything until I can't takt it anymore? Back off and let them make a move?

"This house is full of secrets that
i have kept from her for far too long
i hope i make it through the day
my conduct should be suspect and my
intentions should be checked buy i'm too
involved in making plans for my soul

her heart is full of kindness that she's
given away and now she is tired
of all the parts of life that she made
she tries to help out everyone
but i can only help myself
i question whether she knows she's saved

i hope you find it
cause i could not find it in me

i can't say when i'll leave you for good
my selfish heart hopes you don't go first
God knows i couldn't make it one day
i'll ask that you find someone to help
like you treated me like you were myself
you broke your back to make it okay
these parts of life that i cannot hold
you carry me along with your load
you're more than i could ever repay

i hope you find it cause i could not find it in me" -"Find it in me" ny William Fitzsimmons

Because of his grace and for his glory.