Lover

I'll be the first to tell you that I am utterly ridiculous.

I try not to let it show but I stress and worry about everything. This week was pretty rough and I had a breakdown a couple days ago Wednesday/Thursday, but everything that happens to me just reminds me how much I am loved.

The love of my life completely took me by surprise. Usually I like to be the one that people lean on and talk to, but now it's the reverse. I have done nothing to deserve this love, and I don't think I could do anything to screw it up.

Our relationship definitely has its ups and downs. Like when I say or do something completely ridiculous, which I always inevitably do, but I am always taken back. My love will even carry me when things get really bad, okay, so not literally carry but definitely shares in my burdens, and I don't think I could get through a lot of stuff without that love. I don't think I could find another love like this. No matter how hard I try.

I'm madly in love.